'I HAVE TO 'FESS UP!'

Story ID:	2213
Written by:	Bonnie Jarvis-Lowe
Organization:	Retired RN/Freelance Writer and Photographer
Story type:	Letter
Location:	Shoal Harbour/Clarenville Canada
Longitude:	53* West
Latitude:	48* North
Year:	2007
Person:	The Shoal Harbour Scribe!

'SOMETIMES 'THANK YOU'IS JUST NOT ENOUGH'

Hello to you all who make such kind remarks to me about my photos, stories, opinions (And Dolores knows I have quite a few of those from our Operating Room Days-)*lol*, and more of you are learning my rebellious ways and quirky sense of humor--I AM A NEWFOUNDLANDER AFTER ALL!!

I am sometimes quite taken aback with the wonderful comments, kind words of encouragement,and for Kathe, who has adopted herself into the 'Jarvis' Clan-(and hasn't a clue that it is a fight for survival in that clan!) *lol* as she always wanted siblings, I cannot say a 'Thank You' big enough to cover how I feel or find the words to say how much I admire you.

So many of you have added so much to my life, and your encouragement is truly and wonderfully appreciated. Often your remarks move me to tears.

But when I am 'dilly-dallying' about sending you another link etc. I feel like I am intruding and taking up your time. Then I decide, what the heck, they can ignore it afterall. So I bug you once again.

I have to 'CONFESS' something to you all--now don't get your hearts pounding-I did not win a million dollars as I do not buy tickets, and I am not ill, or 'PREGNANT'! *lol*

When I write something up I do it with my family and friends in mind. Anyone who knows me personally knows that I have a head full of 'STUFF' as my Dad says! I transfer all my 'STUFF'to a diskette, so someday, God willing, my little granddaughter will have Nanny's book and her CDs to enjoy. I do it with my heart, and write everyday happenings that would be forgotten in time if not written, and Kathe agrees with that I know.

It is great therapy to write and remember simpler times, funny times, and even the sad times. My photos, my camera, and my poor friend Dolores who crawled through bushes and blackflies for me to get a shot of a special blossom, are all such a joy to me. Sometimes I think I am truly addicted to the camera. But I could be addicted to something much worse I guess.

I write, I take photos, I do community work, I love baking,and I do all sorts of things and my life is so busy. Therefore, there are times when I do not get my remarks or replies to someone who left a great comment, a comment that encourages me and lifts my spirits to know my work gave someone a smile, or helped them realize something that they never knew before! I do it for me, then I share it with you.

You are all so kind to me, and it overwhelms me because I always have a feeling, maybe because of a difficult childhood, that I am not deserving of your lovely remarks. All the encouragement I receive is stored in my soul, accompanying the wonder that lies there, the wonder of it all I guess!

So, for all of you, I send a bouquet and wish I could deliver it in person. I will continue to do the things I do, and if I don't get to reply to a comment please accept my apologies. I want to let you know that your words do not go unrecognized, they are fuel for my soul.

So,I 'fess up!! I write for the sheer enjoyment of words, and I take photos to capture moments to share with others. Thank you all so much for appreciating and taking the time to write a remark. I feel so blessed to be doing something I love, and have people appreciate it.

Now you know!! I probably enjoy it more than anyone!*lol*

Thank you, Merci, Gracias-to you all!

This was the only way I could think of to reach you all.

A plain 'Thank You' just didn't cut it!!

God Bless,Be Well,Be Safe-

Until the next time we meet on this site, I say a fond 'Fare Thee Well'.

Bonnie J-Lowe