I’m Sorry Grandpa

I’m sorry grandpa for exposing the putrid ugly past
I was only seeking closure now that you have passed
But looking back I forgot to mention a few important facts
Like the love and care you shared and how you always kept a pact

Keeping a secret was one of your attributes remembering to this day
Like the time you kept that secret from mom without a moments delay
Your untimely visits to our work forcing all of us to take a break
Bringing us treats and cold beverages, encouraging all of us to partake

Sweet memories I can remember of a grandfather who believed
That his granddaughter held the potential to pursue any of her dreams
I know your life wasn’t perfect or even semi somewhat sane
I know you also lived a life-time of your own torment abuse and pain

The past is not what defines us as to who we are today
It’s merely a small segment; left to us how we choose to convey
Forgiveness I have learned even though it took me years
Holding back suppressed memories; holding back the tears

Strength I have gained as the years have come and gone
Ending this futile battle; standing ever so proudly not withdrawn
So I’m sorry grandpa for expressing just one memory of the past
Your granddaughter loves you dearly; the pain is finally over at last

© Stacy Lynn Stiles

Story ID:	2398
Written by:	Stacy Lynn Stiles (bio, contact, other stories)
Story type:	Poem
Location:	Tomah WI USA
Year:	2007
Person:	My Grandfather